Assalamu'alaikum, I know its been a long time since I posted anything.... I've been struggling with a lot. Y'know... cause life is hard. Yes, definitely. Sometimes you just feel this emptiness in your heart.... and you just can't understand why you feel so blue.... depressed.. upset.. lost.. The answer to this is in the Qur'an " Verily in the remembrance of Allah, do hearts find rest. " -[13:28] Hmm... I know this... yet I can't bring myself to feel it.. I try to reflect, to think about Allah... To think about all the numerous blessings I am lucky enough to have. Its funny because I keep getting this same feeling again, again & again.. I desperately try to busy my self... to distract my thoughts. Maybe deep down... I know why I feel this way... I know..... but I am in self-denial. I try to talk to myself... to find the root cause of the problem... and there, there it is... the inner voice shrouded by all these loud thoughts